so today my mom isn't feeling well and wanted me to stay home with her. we usually go to my grandmas house for a FEAST of food. i was a little anxious thinking about it to be honest, so staying home was kinda relaxing. it's probably best for my recovery too, one day of restricting could throw me off and we dont want that after all this hard work! but anywayss... celebrated thanksgiving with a breakie feast (which i have everyday) lol so not so speacial... but i did add a pumpkin milkshake! no pic..sorry friends.
Breakfast Feast. (mom took this picture, she loves seeing me eat this much :))
The rest of the day was pretty lazy... my mom and i watched the notebook because she has never seen it before. She cried at the end which I felt bad about because I've seen it so many times it doesn't really affect me anymore. But i gave her a big hug and she felt better! Love that movie though. All about being in love. One day, one day....
So we got a new rabbit, SCOOTER! love this thing... it's so adorable. It's potty trained, can you believe that?? And when i come in my room it runs to the edge of the cage and greets me like a little puppy. It's my love.
My mom has been such a great help with my ED recovery.. she is there through everything and believes in me so much. She got me this ring the other day, it says HOPE.
I guess if there was only ONE thing i could be thankful for today, it would be her. She is my best friend right now. She doesnt always understand what Im going through but she's there to listen. I havent had that much trouble with getting my 2500 calories today since I know it's the right thing to do and would feel kindof guilty from staying home from grandmas and not reaching the goal. I can't wait for ED to be over..
Happy thanksgiving everyone once again :) i hope you enjoyed the day.
XOXO, Amy
Hey beautiful!! I just saw your blog-see your raw struggle and totally relate to you. I was VERY anxious about thanksgiving about three years ago..I promise that if you keep going down the path of recovery.. i love that you said "i cant wait for ED to be over" ..keep focusing on being healthy girl!
ReplyDeleteAww your rabbit is just so cute and very cuddly looking :-)
ReplyDeleteI hope you enjoyed your Thankgiving, its brilliant to hear you have your mum for support, that can mean a lot to have someone to lean on. A great way to pay her back would be for you to get healthy again :-), keep going!
xoxo